Old
Flame
a gapping void,
left in my heart,
a confused child,
inside my mind,
a dying flame,
burns in my soul,
and why you left,
I'll never know.
I cry out silently,
so no one hears,
I weep secretly,
so no one sees,
I explode inside,
so no one feels,
the same pain you left
me with,
the same anger I deal
with.
I hide my thoughts,
because no one cares,
I lose my sense,
to hide my fears,
I push you out,
to start again,
it's too late to come
back,
I don't want you in.
you lied to me,
you said you'd changed,
you made me hope,
then let me down,
I've lost my faith,
and it won't return,
I don't want your love,
it only burns.
-Erin Parsons © 1998