Tuesday, June 13th, 2000  6:40pm

    You know, what really surprises me about these things?  No one has ever once called while I was in the middle of writing one.  That strikes me as odd, since I always write at different times of the day it seems.  Don't you think it's weird that not even once has someone phoned and interrupted me?!  I think it's weird.  Maybe it's just me, I'm not sure.  I'm very sorry that I've been away so long.  I've been busy, and not really thinking about writing.  Sometimes writing is my best friend, and other times, it's my worst enemy.  I can see inside myself a lot more when I write, and sometimes I don't like the things I see.  Especially if it's when I write a stream.  I realized that I am sooooo addicted to pot.  Not the best thing...but I'm having fun!!  :)  It's the fun that really counts right?

    One two three four....damn vengaboys are way too catchy.  I shouldn't write to music that is so catchy.  Makes me loose my thoughts because I get 'cause up in the songs.  I like cheesy music, what can I say?  Cheeeeeese...yum.  It's fun though, and I think that's why I like it so much.  It's happy fun music.  My eyes are going to be fucked after writing this.  I'm writing in the dark.  Not my smartest move, I'll admit that.  Oh well, what are you going to do?  :)

    Sooo...what else can we talk about this evening.  You would figure that after having missed so many days, I might have more to say.  But I guess not.  What a boring life I lead.  I don't really do much though, so that's probably why.  And what I do do...I couldn't tell you.  *lol*  No, it's not really that bad I guess, but...some things are just better left unsaid.

    Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle...*bounce bounce bounce*  I love this song.  I Love music in generally.  Can make you laugh, make you cry, make you fall in love, make you pissed off, etc...it can do soooo much.  So powerful.  That's why I like it.  So many emotions go through me.  And I think that's why I like to dance too.  Especially to a really good, bass pumping techno track.  Yum.  That's the only reason I like u4ia...the music isn't that bad, and the sound system kix ass.  Oh yeah baby, 16,000 watts commin' atcha.  I think it's 16,000.  If it's not, then I suck.  If it's more than that...I suck even more.  I don't know.  I think that's what he was saying over the speaker.  I'll have to check into that.

    I'm going out with my mom for mothers day tomorrow.  I bought her tickets to Jann Arden.  Came up pretty quick too.  By the way, don't forget that this Sunday is Fathers Day.  :)  The worst day to shop for.  *sigh*  what's a girl to do?  Anyway, I guess I'm out of shit to say.  ...trip like I do....