I have been waiting to have a spare moment to do this.  Seems my whole world is falling apart on me all at once.  It's really messed up.  Friday wasn't a half bad day I guess.  Was depressed all day, but nothing more, had a good night with a friend of mine.  But Saturday...I got ditched, I walked in on my ex and his friend making out (okay, so I'm not strong enough to see something like that yet, but also take into account the shitty shitty week I've had), I hear my friend's parents arguing in the morning.  AAAHHHHGGG.  What is wrong with this picture dammit?!  Anyone who has advice to offer is more than welcome to send it my way.  I appreciate it all.  And I love my friends.  They've all been so supportive of me.  My mom too.  She's awesome.  I have the best friends and family anyone could ask for.  *saaaaapppppyyyyy*

    La la la la la di da da da....it's a fine day, people at the window, they leave their houses just for a short while....I love this song so much.  It's so pretty.  I know I'm going to make myself so sick of it soon, but that's okay.  Something is missing right now, and I'm not quite sure what it is...oh, my smoke.  Goddamn, I can't believe I forgot that.  That's better.  Lets just hope I don't set my ashtray on fire again.  *lol*  Yeah, I did that once but shhhhhhh.  I was baked.

    So, I wonder how many people actually read my streams.  I know Sean does, and I think Matty does too, but I'm not quite sure.  Sean for sure.  Which is all cool and good, because Sean is a really good friend.  I don't know what to write now, I've come to a mind fart...we'll see if it passes....oh yeah, by the way, I am going to Shakin' the Lake!!!  If you want more info on it, visit www.shakinthelake.com.  It's going to be so awesome!!  :)  At least that should be something happy in my life.

    I need to cheer up but it just doesn't seem to want to happen right now.  I'm just pissed off at everyone.  On top of everything else, my phone is dead!  Cell phone that is.  I need that for emergency purposes (and I've had a lot of those lately).  Ah well.  I have to start looking for a job too.  I really want to work with music.  Wait, we already know that...Out Here We Are Stoned....

    Sean is on an infected mushroom kick.  Pfft.  I was on that kick a long time before he was dammit!  My hard drive just can't take it all.  What is it, 21 songs, or did we find more?  = P  Sorry, felt the need to tease you.  I hate the auto save feature that comes with this stupid program.  I should turn that off when I write my streams, it's so distracting.  Oh well, now I've lost my train of thought.  Hmm.  Guess that's the end.