Wednesday, June 21st, 2000

    "Any day now, it's gonna start, my real life....and any day now, everything's gonna be alright...any day now, life's gonna get real good...and somehow, life will be like I said it would...sure...any day now, mark my word, any day now, I will be heard, any day now, my ship will finally come in.....any day now, I'm gonna jump right in....and any day now, my destiny will begin...sure...and until then I'll just be here, wasting my time....but don't you worry, I'll be just fine...any day now, mark my word, any day now, I will be heard, any day now...my ship will finally come in...."
 

    I love this song.  Bif Naked is awesome.  I can relate to this song right now I think.  I'm hoping my life will improve sometime soon.  Things keep on happening that are just sucking.  I don't know.  Oh well.  I know I'll get through it and all but that doesn't make it any easier.  My stream is like...a bunch of songs, that's all I'm thinking about.  Just got a bunch of new songs that kick ass, so I had to listen to them.  Hate to smash your pretty face against the fucking wall, but I'm a desperate man girl, I'm down on my knees...gotta love the Watchmen.  Well, you don't gotta, but I love them.  I think they kick ass.  "Every time I hear your name, the flood gates open, and it rains, and I can't see where I went wrong, and you can't leave while I'm not strong..."

    I gotz to quit singing I think.  Otherwise I'm going to start confusing the hell out of everyone, but I think I do that as it is.  I feel sorry for the worms.  It's been raining so much here, and the worms are all over the sidewalks.  And I feel bad because no one really notices them, and they get smooshed.  Poor things.  The past two days that I've walked home it's taken me longer because I'm watching for them, and I've almost falling flat on my face trying to avoid stepping on them.  SAVE THE WORMS!!  I'm sure I could get a few people to donate to that cause.  "Hello there, my name is Erin and I'm here to tell you about Save the Worms.  We're just getting started and we need your help.  With all this rain, the worms are being killed and it's not pretty.  We're raising money to help keep them in the dirt where they belong."  Oh yeah baby.  I could so do that.

    Worms help your garden, so they're all good, right?  Right, that's what I thought.  Gardens are all good.  Daisies are all good.  Hmmm...daisies.  So pretty.  I had green ones once.  That was a long time ago now though.  I'm out of pot and don't know if I'll be able to afford more for awhile.  We'll see I guess.  I dunno.  Yes.  Oui.  Si.  My friend Karen and I were on the phone today and we flowed so easily from english to spanish, then to french and back to english.  It was so awesome.  She's supposed to phone me back too, where is she?!  You know, as soon as I get my pictures back from Shakin' the Lake, they will be all over this web site.  Woo hoo!  That's provided my camera doesn't get crushed or something.  Hopefully it doesn't.  I want those pics!  And hopefully there will be pics of me on there too.  Then I can post those and you can meet the hideous creature beyond the keyboard.  Oooooh.  Ahhhhh...see the world's 8th wonder....only 100$  = P

    My life is a stereo, how loud does it go, what songs do I know, whatever happened to my plans, whatever happened to the life I thought I'd have....my life is stereo, kinda cheaply made though, how bad does it show, whatever did become of all my friends, whatever happened to the likes of all of them...my life is a stereo, turn me on and lets go, turn me up louder, I'll scream as loud and clear as I can scream, and if you like what you're hearing, please hang on to me....