Good morning pretty babies.  I can't sleep.  I should have been sleeping ages ago but it's just not happening tonight.  Random thoughts that go through my head.  Sex seems to be going through my head a lot tonight.  Wish it wasn't.  Makes me wish I wasn't single...but just for one night.  *lol*  No, no casual sex for me.  Ick.  I'm through with that crap, I just don't see the point to it anymore.  Mind you, I don't want a relationship.  Oh well, I guess there's no happy medium.  Masterbation is my happy medium.  Do you think spell check will pick up on masterbation?  Guess we'll have to wait and find out.

    I met a guy that said it was gross for a guy to materbate.  Now, I"m wondering...if he didn't grow up in a sheltered home, or if he's just afraid to admit that he does it.  Nothing to be ashamed of, it's a naturally occuring thing and all.  I mean, if you don't know yourself, how do you expect anyone else to know you?

    I have a week to find a new job.  Anyone have any suggestions that don't involve telemarketing or fast food?  Come on, I'm open to pretty much anything else at this point.  I don't know.  Scared to hand out resumes.  It's been so long since I've had to look for work, I'm all nervous about it.  And what happens if I can't find anything at all?  I gotz company.  bye.