Whoa.  Just had the most trippiest experience of my life happen.  But there is no way in hell that I could ever begin to explain it to you.  Sorry.  Anyway, I don't remember what I was going to start with today, but that trippy thing that happened right before I started to type just totally blew it away.  Yeah.  That made no sense.  Thank you Blair.  That's the guy that smoked me and my friend Ryan up.  Ryan is da man.  Well, something like that.  He's a good friend at least.  Good friends are so hard to find too.  My best friend Karen is the most amazing friend.  She's such a sweetie, even though sometimes I don't quite agree with what she's saying.  I don't know.  Couldn't give you an example at this exact moment unfortunately.

    So, on with the show...did someone just knock at my door or is it me....hang on....no, apparently I'm just tripping again.  Okay, it's getting weird to be in my own apartment.  Or my box.  I prefer to call it that.  I live in a box within a box though.  And that box is my computer.  There's just no escaping it.  Even the boring moments on it are filled with me writing all this stuff for you to read.  And I don't even know how many people are going to be reading it.  That's the sad thing.  I wish I could find out somehow.  I never get any feedback...except from Sean, but even if it sucked, I don't think he'd tell me.  He's too sweet that way.  Aren't my friends just the sweetest people?  *puke*  Yeah, enough of making you sick.  I need a smoke.  Half way done, and I haven't lit a smoke yet.  Figure that one out.

    Did I ever mention that I love music?  Like, infected mushroom is playing right now.  These guys kick major ass.  It's so bizarre.  Not many techno groups will use guitar like this.  It's beautiful.  I can't remember what else is on my play list though.  It's all music to write to though, obviously.  I had some bjork on a the beginning.  Bjork.  My spell check is gonna go nutz on that one.  Yes, I do spell check when I do these things.  I know it's supposed to be as is, but I'd rather sacrifice that one rule so I could have good spelling.  Besides.  I don't know.  Wouldn't it be easier for you to read if it was all spelled out properly?  Yes?  I thought so.

    So, I'm having a dull ass night tonight.  My friend Karen isn't back from Kenora yet, and my other friend ditched me.  Not saying I only have two friends, but those are the ones that were supposed to phone me tonight.  Shitty deal if I do say so myself.  I don't think I ever told anyone how old I am.  Well I'm 19.  I'm female (obviously) and I live in Winnipeg Manitoba Canada.  Those of you bitching that I don't have a picture up...wait awhile...check back frequently.  I'll have one soon enough.

    A ha.  Spin Spin Sugar by the Sneaker Pimps.  That was the last song that I put on Winamp so that i could write.  Oh by the way, if you haven't already seen it, you should go to www.campchaos.com and check out the Motley Crue rebuttal to Metallica suing napster thing.  It's awesome.  A must see for Crue fans.  Mick is the best part, even though Nikki is the sexiest.  Oh yeah baby.

    Yes.  Time for me to get going though I think.  Longest stream yet Sean?  Or am I mistaken?  I'm not quite sure at this point, I never do a word count kind of thing.  Oh well.  Take care my sweet sweet darlings.  *muwah* (that's a kiss)....

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