I haven't done this in awhile.  I kind of regret it and at the same time I don't.  It means that I haven't been smoking pot half as much (good thing!), and it also means that I feel a need to be stoned in order to write one of these things.  I will admit, I find it more interesting when I'm stoned.  But I wish I could write when I wasn't stoned.  I used to be able to.  I don't know.  I wish I could still write poetry, but nothing has really inspired me lately.  I want to go camping alone for a week to clear my head.  But, it's September, and it's cold, and...you know....bears and what not.  :)

    So I'm wondering (yet again), if anyone reads these streams.  I do enjoy writing them, but I enjoy writing them more when I know that someone is going to read it one day.  :)  I've been going on an 80's rock kick lately.  Listening to Trooper and Glass Tiger and stuff.  It's just bizarre.  It's like reliving my childhood.  I don't know what I'm going to do when I move out of this box.  I'll be living with someone else again after living completely alone for 6 months.  I've kinda gotten used to being by myself and only having to worry about myself.  If I screw up, i'm the only one that knows it, and I can resolve it.  But if I screw up living with someone else, I'm gonna hear about it.  I just hope we don't start fighting for stupid reasons, which just might happen.  So frustrating and stressful.

    Do you find that certain songs are incredibly fucked up and you wish you knew what they were about?  Radiohead songs make me think weird things.  Especially after seeing the video's.  Weirdness.  Bjork's video's are warped too.  Don't get me wrong...I like warped....I just wonder what's going through a persons mind when they come up with this stuff.  Like...I don't think I could ever get that creative.

    I also have a new found appreciation for Jane's Addiction.  And Porno for Pyro's.  They have a unique sound to them.  I like it lotz.  Anyway, I do believe I ran out of things to say.